Maybe it'll help if I tell you that I have other people whose success I'm jealous of? I really don't feel like a success. I have friends who are earning much more, have much more responsibilities, work harder, have wonderful families. I don't feel like a failure, sure, but I've a long way to go before I can feel, if ever, like a success. And sometimes, I'm not too sure I deserve it, too.
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So, don't feel too guilty. We've all been there.