an icepick through the keyhole

"This thing is hurting me every week and I can't ignore it, "

...And that's what's been making me anxious for you. You aren't enjoying the show as it is, but you don't seem to be able to say "oh well, it's just not my show" and just flip to another show. You watch every episode, and then you comment on every episode to the effect of "I watched NuWho this week. I didn't like it, because it was an episode of NuWho."

And think, "well, why did you watch it them? Or why, having watched it, do you feel compelled to state that the new show has, once again, stayed true to its creator's vision (which you don't like)?" This show, under the current production team, is *never* going to give you what you want except by some freakish accident, and even then it could only do it in part.

The behaviour you're exhibiting has all the hallmarks of an unhealthy compulsion. I've had a few of those in my time, and if that's what it is, then I think you need to recognise it and address it.

[BIG, ANXIOUS HUGS]